Sexual Assaults with 16

CW: Sexual Assault

He followed me again.

He waited for a quiet moment

to get to me,

to have no one around,

to be alone with me.

His body comes close,

I can’t escaped,

I am pressed against the wall.

He is older, taller, stronger, and I am only 16 years.

His head comes closer,

his face, eyes, his mouth.

He starts kisses me,

first soft, determined, and then stronger.

I freeze.

I don’t know what to do.

I am so confused, frightened, shocked.

I numb out.

I dissociate.

I leave my body.

Feeling nothing is better.

I have no choice.

I can’t escape,

I have to wait until it’s over.

I have to let him do whatever he wants.

I try to survive.

-Anonymous